JE TAIME BABY

You're always there for me through both the good times and the bad.
You're always there to laugh with, or to help me when I'm sad.

Down at the mall even though we had no money.
Laughing at anything and everything, yet none of it was funny.

Walking around the block, or watching movies all day,
We never really ran out of things to say.

We howled at the full moons, would spin at parks until we were sick,
Helping each other through both thin and thick.

im tired :) thank you.

hello world , actually i tade mood nak menaip pagi neyhhh. seriouslyyy ! i dont have any idea on what should i right.

semalam, f ade dgn saya. die kerja dgn saya :) seriousssly penat sgt sgt sgt. kesian awak kan b kann ? awak ikot je kemana saya pergi. makan pown nak bersama jugak. kalau saya nak ke tandas awak pown teman kan. tapi awak tgu kat luar je. saya sukaa ! saya suka bila awak selalu ade dekat dgn saya. andd semalam, awak dgn rambut baru awak. OMG ! awak sgt handsomeee. saya nak pandang je. saya tergelak bukan sebab rambut bary awak tu, tapi saya gelak sebab mcm tak percaya , f yg saya kenal duluuu rambut panjang, dah jadik pendek. 

*sayang with his long hairr . ohh i miss it baby. seriously.

*sayang with his short hair. eheee, no comment baby. tapi awak hensem :)

and semalam dgn kwn kwn :) thanx sebab awak sume always ade dgn i jugak. hehehe, u guys taw problem saya kan ? you guys ckp pape jadik korang tetap ade dengan i. korang akan tolong saya. ohhh, saya maken sayang kat awak semua even kite baru saje kenal.

btw to mama, thanx too. coz sanggop bersusah payah gak carik duet dgn ayong kan ? kite same same penat kan ? kesian ayong tgk mama. tapi mama tuu tanak dowk diam. ayong suruh dowk diam, mama nak gak pergi. 

btw , saya memang penat. tak cukup rehat neyhh. and esok plak saya nak g register subject saya. haihh, kene keluar awal awal pagi laa jwb nyer :(

i ♥ you

i ♥ FRDS,my sweetheart baby :)

Memory is a child walking along a seashore.  You never can tell what small pebble it will pick up and store away among its treasured things. 

JUST BE YOURSELF :)

Im wondering, all day long whispered, inner dialog by myself, why? why there is a people tend to cut out when they are doing wrong and they said that they didnt ?
they say it was okay, when its not? screaming out loud saying im sorry, i wouldnt do it again, when deep inside, they knew that it will be repeated ?
when they tend to be someone else, forgetting who the hell they are, which foreign are they? what tongue that they are mouth speak? what is they are origin dialect? whats they are orient accent?

This is the biggest problem,its okay when you become someone wannabe, its was okay when you're copying or tracing someone biography, but its not okay, when you're start wearing a makeup even when you're going to the bed, and start mimicking people day life,

AND TELLING OTHERS THAT THEIR LIFE IS WAS ACTUALLY YOURS.

Why in the world you want to be in someone shoes when youre had your own?

Oh im sorry bloggies forgot to say hi to you :) thanks for reading :)

all the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on.

life is hard, but it must go on,nothing can stops it to flow. although we have been trampled, been hit repeatedly, been cheated on, been left by someone who means the world to us, life still have to go on. we cant giving up, we can only hold the mistakes up. we all have been filled by love, hate, anger, hope, happiness, grief, lust, devastated. all at once, we still managed to breath. sometimes things work out, but sometimes they dont. that is just the way life live.

*i wish i could change everything.
i wish it just a dream

:) :) :)

i am still counting.

1 month and 27 days more to go !

sweetest story for today

• first thing, in this morning, like usual me ang him akan talk kat skype. i dont know why. starting 2011, too many sweetest thing he did. and like usual, i will smiling for no reason. 

I LOVE  SY
*he did it for me. aww, im touch okayh !

I APPRECIATE YOU. ESPECIALLY YOUR HEART SYG. SY LOVE F
* i make it for him, just to show how much i appreciate him :)

• tonight before we end our day. 

S : Soulmate, are you sleeping ?
F : Tak syg. Tgh mengelamun pk buah hati saya.
S : Awak, nyamuk gatal geget saya mlm ni.
F : Hahaha. Kurang ajar nyamuk ni geget buah hati saya. Tu baru betol main kasar name nye. *just now dekat skype, me and him ade ckp pasal main kasar and main lembut
S : Tolong saya b. Tak tahan dah. Byk sgt ni. Habes merah merah badan saya.
F : B bahaya. Pasang ubat nyamuk awak. Pls, tak nak syg saya sakit.

OMG ! how sweet you are now syg. seriously i am melting. ehee, i nak merapu. tapi tak jadik. hmm, tomorrow morning nak bangun awal. nak skype lagi dgn awak ! i miss you baby ! badly missing you. and the most favourite text that i get just now is " B u tau tak, u gf i yang paling sweet :) ". kire before this tade lagi girl mcm i dalam life u kan b ? im so proud syg ! i want you to be the last guy in my life.

GOODNIGHT STALKERRR !

memory of 31st december 2010.

i am crazy with camera, i knew it

Quiksilver meet Roxy . yeah we meant to be together .

My favourite food. thanx b belanja i makan :)

ferd was behind me, bz snapping picture :)

Our personal things :)

Apple pie my favourite. same goes to him.

he said he like this picture the most

peace baby. i love you till my last heart beat.

while saya tgh mengunyah fries, sempat lagi awak amek gambar

He like it :) kan baby kan ?

Shy when awak curik gambar saya begini. ehee.

he won my hearts !

we went out yesterdy. yeah for this year, neyh first time. firstly , ferd sampai rumah around 1 pm mcmtuu. i tolong buat rambut die. straight kan rambut die yg wave tuu. rambut maken panjang kan. so maken susah nak jage kowt. then after rambut die dah siap, die staright kan rambut i plak. i plan pakai baju yg i baru beli last week dgn el dekat pavi tuuu. we guys park dekat pavi. easier laa kan. coz we plan pown nak pergi tgk movie.

firstly g book ticket duluu. our story start puku; 4.10 pm. engat nak g lunch dulu. tapi takot tak sempat. so pusing pusing pavi. get some snack for eat.

meet the parent. memang best. our seat number are B08 & B09. paling atas. selesa sgt sgt. tak mcm last week tgk dgn el. palinggggg bawah. tension je coz kene mendongak. guys, better tgk cite neyh okayh ? memang tergelak je korang.

next after tgk movie, baru nak g makan. tataw mane tempat best dah nak mkn. last last plan g bb makan kat nasi ayam. ade satu kedai tuu, in front of bistro memang sedap. harga pown not bad :) should be bulan puasa dah pergi makan sane. tapi tak kesampaian. coz time bulan puasa kami asyik mkn KFC je. ehee :) have a great day :) makannn memang sedap. lepak lepak kejap.

next plan nak pergi carik brg. puas pusing. bb memang tade ape laa kan. g fahrenheit. ferd ckp simpan duet. i baru beli dress nak beli baru lagi. okayh laa syg. i dgr cakap u ye ? so kami pown pusing pusing jap. then g pavilion plak. pergi kedai superman shop tuu. i plan for anniversary present nak bg die baju superman. die kate die suke. die memang gile superman. i plan one for him and another one for me. i pown nak jugak baju superman ! another plan, i je tahu. keep secret. die taleyh tahu.

then, dah pusing pusing tgk pe yg kami nak, balek. tbe tbe je hujan. taleyh laa nak balek. benci hujan ! g lepak tempat lama kami. LALA SEAFOOD. sane memang best. sedap kowt ! i plakk memang teringin nak makan cendol thailand. guys, korg patot try. area kampung baru. makan je kerja harini. hahaha, awak nak saya gemok ye syg ?

eventhough too many bad things i did, too many times i hurt him, he still try to get my heart back, and be the winner in my heart. he try to make me fall in love to him again and again. yeah, im regret with what happen before. hopefully, nothigs happen next :)

i am not reluctant to love you F

forver yours :)

Pushing forward,arching back

si dia dan saya

F: ehemm

S: ye b :)

F : =P i hate u

S : i hate you too =P

F : -.- sebok tiru i geget u kang

S : okayh. saya benci awak !

F : alaa :( x cinta saya dah? 

S : awak laa tak cinta saya dah

F :suke2 jer. dah ler nak mandi. nak jumpe buah hati saya jap lagi =P

eheee, si dia tgh siap nak datang rumah tuuu. saya nak g mandi sebentar. ily MONSTER :)

PURNAMA MERINDU

Bermaknakah tipa baris kata-kata
Ataukah hanya di bibir saja
Bersungguhkan rindu yang engkau pamirkan
Ataukan sekadar lakonan

Rindu
Telah melekat dalam hatiku
Walau awan lalu
Rinduku tak berubah arah

c/o
Purnama mengambang cuma berteman
Bintang berkelipan dan juga awan
Siapa tahu rindu yang mencengkam
Di hatiku
Aku meminta pada yang ada
Aku merindu pada yang kasih
Aku merayu padamu yang sudi
Merinduku

(Sendirian)
Bertemankan malam sepi
(Aku meminta pada yang ada)
Aku merindu pada yang kasih
(Aku merayu)
Padamu yang sudi memujuk
Aku meminta
(Pada yang ada)
Aku merindu
(Pada yang kasih)
Aku merayu
(Padamu yang sudi)
Merinduku
Hiaskanlah cinta di jaris manisku
Sinarkan bagai gemerlap kencana
Tandakanlah kasih di mercu kalbu
Serikanlah purnama yang merindu

saya doakan awak bahagiaa :)

11.01.11 :)

MIRAFZAL

happy anniversary for both of youu. i yang excited lebih kat sini. eheee. tapi pape pown i tumpang happy :) b, today is yours anniversary. you tguu plak lagi 2 month me and ferd anniversary. sure you happy sgt sgt kann ? dah lame you tak couple lame mcm ni. serious i pown tumpang happy jugak b. btw, doakan relation i dgn ferd can keep as long as you and afzal okayh ? i loveee you som much saraa. i misss you more than you know.

SYZFRDS

sayang, u make me proud okayhh. i love you. deeply, yes you are mine. i dont want to let you go even to leave you. too many happiness and haredest we share together. please stand with me baby. i'll promise that you will never regret .

*syaza yaacob

BERSENDIRI

aku berjalan sendiri
ditemani bayang bayang sendiri
ditemani nostalgia ngeri.

renungku sejenak
kisah kisah kehidupanku
yang telah jaoh meninggalkanku

apakah bahagia itu
akan menghampiri lagi ?
menemani aku di sini ?
kerna aku tak ingin bersendirian lagi :(

its unfair !

seriously tak faham kenapa Ana Rafali menang AJL . aku dah target Faizal Tahir yang menang. malam tadi suara Ana Rafali bukan sedap mana pownnn. tgk Faizal Tahir, show diee, memang terbaek kowt. lagi lagi lagu hanyut. my favourite song. gilee ahh. rasanya ramai tak puas hati kowt. termasok laaa aku.

saya terpaksa. awak tolong faham. 

saya rasa ini yang terbaek untuk kite. 

maafkan saya. saya banyak salah dengan awak. 

BROKEN HEARTED

although you may not love me, although you may not care. if you shall ever need me, you know that i'll be there. your love may all be taken, your heart may not be free, but when your heart is broken, you can always lean on me. i'll never stop loving you, i know because i tried. all the oceans in the world, can't hold the tears i've cried.

I WANT TO EAT NOW !

I am starvingggggggggggg ! please anyone bawak kan syazaa makanan. sumpah tak larat dah :( rugi malam tadi tak mkn kenyang kenayang. menyesal kowttttttttttt !

POTRET KEHAMPAAN

Dan Semua telah hilang… potret kehampaan
Apa yang kutakutkan kini menjadi nyata
Tersisa hanyalah... sesal tak habisnya
Kebodohan yang memaksa... membuatku nista

Namun percuma meyakinkanmu
Kau memutarkan fakta
Pengorbanan tak lagi berarti
Hancurkan...

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Terpuruk dalam pedih kuyakin, kau kembali dengannya
Kulenyapkan semua
Puisi omong kosongmu
Menorehkan tinta penuh duka kini ku tak berdaya

Hanya menunggu harapan yang sirna
Menanti asa yang tak kunjung tiba
Membuat cerita berakhir nestapa

Namun percuma meyakinkanmu
Kau memutarkan fakta
Pengorbanan tak lagi berarti
Hancurkan... 

Telah kucoba dengar, semua hanya alasan
Terpuruk dalam pedih kuyakin, kau kembali dengannya
Kulenyapkan semua
Puisi omong kosongmu
Menorehkan tinta penuh duka kini ku tak berdaya