I am Me

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hello, anyway I'm Syaza. Uncle Nana's & Aunt Shelly's daughter. Turning to 20. KLMU student. Taking Diploma in Advertising. Actually, idk what to write ! :D I smile &a laugh too much for stupidest reason sometime. Tetapi seorg yg pemalu when first time meet someone new, a paper bag has never seemed like a BETTER accessory for hiding embarrassed laa. I love my friend :) I grown up already, to be a BETTER PERSON & even more meaner than before :) I am not here to pleased any of you people out there. This is just a place where I share my thoughts and random personal things about myself. My sincere thanks to those who became my follower and keep on reading my post. You're most welcome to drop in your comments and opinion, it may help me alot in the future time. Thanks for dropping . Loves, SyzaJacob TQSM<3

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

kwn baru saya di KLMU

oke , ini kwn baru saya di KLMU. tapi blom pernah jumpe lagi. baru wall to wall di Facebook saya sahaja. haha , x sangke we guys are in a same course, i mean Dip in Advertising And Marketing Comm. auww ! gorgeous kan dye :)
hehe , nak add budak KLMU yang ini kat Facebook ? search http://www.facebook.com/notifications.php#!/effyeffi?ref=ts
dye teramat comel.
to Effy : haha , later on kalau terjumpa kite lepak oke babe ? and one more thing , kwar dgn gf saya si Atieqah tuu bgtaw saya ! sbb saya nak ikot jugak :D
loves,
Syaza Yaacob

Monday, July 26, 2010

untitled blog

i dont know what else should i write here. i am lost in my self. oke tell me now what i should be ? am i look sucks ? haihhhhhh , giving up now !

loves,
Syaza Yaacob

Sunday, July 25, 2010

KEPENATAN :(

okayh , sekarang pada pukul 12.39 tgh malam saya masih lagi membuat assignment saya yang haram satu ape pown saya tidak faham.

haihhhh , ape laa Mr. Bala neyh bg assignment macam neyh.

btw, sorry for now i'm a bit busy to update my diary okayh.

so long :)

loves,
Syaza Yaacob

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Kegilaan Yang Melampau

oke , lets start from here. ini gambar gambar yg tidak sepatutnya di upload. tapi saje saya nak upload jugak. picture with him, my man. fucking really awesome oke. actually byk lagi gambar kami. tapi ini saja yg boleh di paparkan. yg laen hanya kami je tahu. kegilaan kami ketika kebosanan melanda :)
nota kaki : to my F , awak sayang saya x ? :)

Thursday, July 15, 2010

hello :)

didn't post any decent post but whatteheck, just not in any mood to. even now i feel so down n just feel like choking someone will countless number of pills or even squeewing them till their last breath. just random thought running through my mind.

so today is thursday. like usual i woke up at 8.30 am. having my breakfast and bla bla bla. prepare to college. haihhhhh , tuhan boleh tak fast forward kan hari hari saya ? pc competency. subject paling senang. but very boring to study. tired, bored & depressed for wednesday and thursday class only.

than going back at 5, eventhough my class finished around 2. whatthehell you do there for almost 3 hours syaza ? HAHA, ape lagi kan . I am waiting for my boyfie laa. saya seorang yang penyabar. even like a asshole boring dok tercangak dekat library uh , but as a good lover, kene laa tgu syg saya pulang jugak kannnn.

okay thats it.

Love,
Syaza Jacob

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

the vampire diaries


hello blogger,
oke for now, The Vampire Diaries was my favourites movie ! oke its really really awesome you know !

The Vampire Diaries is an American supernatural-fantasy horror television series developed by Kevin Williamsam, based on the book series of the same name by L.J. Smith. The series follows the life of Elena Gilbert (Nina Dobrey), who falls in love with vampire Stefan Salvatore (Paul Wesley). The series also focuses on the lives of Elena's friends and other inhabitants of the fictional town of Mystic Falls, Virgina. The series is a mix of teen drama and the supernatural.

Haha , better korang try ushar crite neyh oke. Sumpah its like twilight. But the different is Twilight is a story about a vampire and a wolfman. But The Vampire Diaries is about vampires only.

Btw, myF nak g carik dvd and beli nnt :)

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

it's all new :)

School , Kuala Lumpur Metropolitan University. Is okay. Really busy with assignment and task nowadays. Never really involved in any activities before. But this yeah I'm dying for post. I may be hyper at the wrong time of the year, slash day, slash time but trust me guys this year I'm not messing up anymore. I left what was holding me back from everything in the year before. I learned, endured the pain, i let it go :) *tersenyum*

Mum & Dad,
I really love youu so much and thank you for everything. You don't have to worry cause i promise to learn how to bring my self around by myself. I promise it :)

Baby,
I'll promise no matter how busy I am, no matter what I do, I will always keep my words okay. Don't worry about me. I know what I should do what i should not. Love ya always.

Love,
Syza Jacob

Monday, July 12, 2010

BACK HERE AGAIN !

well , there was something I am really satisfied with.

I'm Being Who I Am :D

new of me , new life , new chapter. Everything is new now. Things that come will teach me a lesson and make me a great person (as you see me now). Experience that matters and what I know wasn't that great deal either because there is SERIOUSLY much more we don't know what we know. Btw, I am proud to be the new one ! Past teach me how to be a stronger girl ! Thanks okay for those who ever hurting me and bla bla bla. I love myself more than you now.

As you know my past was epic fuck for me. Okay di sini saya ada beberapa confession yang perlu saya buat. Hahaha , saya dah mula merapu semula :) Well , it has been 10months saya menyepikan diri dari alam blog ini. After to many things happen in my life, aku kene tipu dgn jantan la, aku tipu mereka balek, aku ronggeng sana, aku roggeng sini and so on , now I ready to tell everyone my secret back as before. Telling people secret was my hobby :) Lets sharing our own story back yaw ! :)

Eventhough i already throw the rubbish almost 10months, walaupon saya cakap saya dah move on, walaupon my life now is much better than before, jauh disudut bilik hati saya berkata 'will it be happen again in my life?' . Ohhh I hope it wont happen again. Tired for crying and hurting. Haihhh , biarlah hidup baru saya dgn si dia berkekalan , biarlah kehidupan family saya bahagia sampai ke hujung dunia.

Thirdly, just wanna to inform korang korang and korang this is my second blog. Lupe plak nak ckp. Ehem ehem, wahai rakyat jelata this is my new blog. Dah kata pown 'new life' so blog pown kene baru laa. Blog saya yang lame yang axxavodoovilence.blogspot.com will be close ! Tutup buku lama and bukak buku baru :) Anddddd also I will rarely to update my blog. Jarang jarang sekali ada fahammmm ? Maybe once a week or twice. Maaf laa ye. I am not like before yg 24hours depan computer like before + now I am known as a student. Dah kata pown student so depan buku & assignment je laaa. Pelajar bertauliah katakannnn . HAHA :D

Lastly, seriousssslyyyyy ! I miss all my followers and friends here. Saya tahu saya telah mendiamkan diri berkurun lama tanpa menyampaikan berita terkini saya , saya tahu kalian pon rinduu nak bace gossip gossip terbaru saya ,tapi after this I WILL be as normal back. As what you guys know me before. Always dgn story harian saya :) My new life make me be more and more happy and rase semangat je nak catat kisah harian saya di diari alam maya ini semula. Sorry for my past doing and Thanks for forgiving and back here again.

BEFORE saya menutup tirai my first blog neyh. Just nak bagitahu kat followers saya who still blur with my status now. Iyalaaa ayat-ayat saya yang kelihatan like org putus cinton je kan, haa but I AM NOT oke. Now I'm truthly belonging to myF since 4month ago:) who is it ? hahaha , later you will know. Btw, dia laaa yang telah brighten up my life yang agak downn dahulu kala selain family saya yg dicintai.

Love,
Syaza Jacob