I am Me

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hello, anyway I'm Syaza. Uncle Nana's & Aunt Shelly's daughter. Turning to 20. KLMU student. Taking Diploma in Advertising. Actually, idk what to write ! :D I smile &a laugh too much for stupidest reason sometime. Tetapi seorg yg pemalu when first time meet someone new, a paper bag has never seemed like a BETTER accessory for hiding embarrassed laa. I love my friend :) I grown up already, to be a BETTER PERSON & even more meaner than before :) I am not here to pleased any of you people out there. This is just a place where I share my thoughts and random personal things about myself. My sincere thanks to those who became my follower and keep on reading my post. You're most welcome to drop in your comments and opinion, it may help me alot in the future time. Thanks for dropping . Loves, SyzaJacob TQSM<3

Thursday, May 19, 2011



thanks to those who hated me. you made me  a  STRONGER PERSON.
thanks to those who loved me. you made my HEART BIGGER.
thanks to those who cared. you made ME FEEL IMPORTANT.
thanks to those who left. you showed me that NOT EVERYTHING IS FOREVER.
thanks to those who stayed. you showed me the MEANING OF TRUE FRIENDS.

and a big thanks

TO THOSE WHO ENTERED MY LIFE. YOU MADE ME WHO I AM
TODAY, xoxo


Wednesday, May 18, 2011

im sorry ;(

im sorry. im truly sorry. i know, i dah banyak susahkan orang. this is not what i want. i terpaksa okay. you know how my condition now kan ? and actually you tahu kan, i type yang mcm mana. i am an independent girl before. ape i nak, i will get it by myself. i bukan jenis yg menyusahkan orang. you know me kan ?

too many times i cried :( saya susahkan awak especially. semenjak dua menjak neyh, i admit yang saya hari hari menanges fikir kenapa life saya mcmni. im sorry. saya bukan sengaja nak susahkan awak. sikit pown tak. im sorry again.

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

teringin nak pergi 
BORA ASMARA or BORA OMBAK 
satu hari nnt :)

new message

Dear Firdaus Zainal


SO PLEASE DONT YOU EVER DARE TO LEAVE ME BABY.

friendship needs no words.

bestfriends,


you guys always be there for me through thick and thin, good times and bad. 
you offer a helping hand when i am dim. you patiently listen when i want to talk. you tell me i am good even when i have been bad. when i cry, you are there to help me out.
when i am happy, you are there to hear me shout. 
when i grin you know that i am really mad. you can always tell when i am sad. 
so hear me out when i say you are the light in my day, the moon in my night that made my life so bright. with you i am always glad that you are the best friend i have ever had ! no matter how young or old we are, the term friends forever is something that make us smile. 


Friends are the sunshine of life.

yulisa, bella, mya, munny, hidd, aina and tera.

munny and mya

bella and mya

mya, bella and yulisa


bella and yulisa

The best mirror is an old friend.

ruszalinda and farhana

thank you for you: for who you are,
however far away;
and for the words you send to me,
near mad for what you say.
knowing simply that you're there,
yet thinking much of me,
opens up my happiness,
undone for all to see.

lots of love,
Syahnafiza Yaacob
*i miss you

Sunday, May 15, 2011


so cute !
It's sad, expecting the worst from people, who mean the most.

F

No matter how mad I am,
My love for you will never be less 
You will always be mine, forever.
InsyaAllah.




I know I've made a mistake. But is it wrong for me to be happy just like I used to be?
Dont you love me just like you used to? Do I deserve this? :'(

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

1 year 2 months



Dear Mr. Right,


happy 1 year 2months anniversary syg. you have been such a good boyfriend. i love you too death. we had so much fights EVERYDAY. but we managed to baik baik semula, manja manja semula kannn ? you are the cutest boyfie that i ever had. baby, i pon tak tahu lah mcm mana nk describe lagi. I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH. i dont wanna lose you baby. you are part of me, you are my life. i really need you in my life, so please love, dont ever try to leave me. i really cant hidup tau kalau you takde ;( Its 1 year 2 months already and i want this relationship last until FOREVER. b always sabar dgn my attitude yg suka sgt merajuk kan. b baik sgt. happy anniversary syg

With lots of love,
Ms. Right

Sunday, May 08, 2011

the only MAMA i have in the world,

motherhood is tough 24 hour job, no pay, no day off and sometimes it is unappreciated, but yet resignation is impossible. a mother is a woman who created by GOD to bring love, joy, happiness and caring into his world. i am so glad GOD has created a woman to be a mother, even though motherhood is a full time job, a mother's work is never done. so people, please appreciated your mother and tell them that you are love the.



mama... 
you filled my days with rainbow lights,
fairytale and sweet dream nights,
a kiss to wipe away my tears,
gingerbread to ease my fears. 
you gave the gift of life to me
and then in love, you set me free.
i thank you for your tender care,
for deep warm hugs and being there. 
i hope that when you think of me
a part of you
you'll always see.
mama, kayong sayang mama. even we always keep on fighting. ehee :) you are the greatest mama i ever had. hell yeah, no other mother can replace you in my heart. even kayong dah besar macam ni, sometime kayong still tidur dgn mama lagi kann ? i love you more than words. you are at the top of my heart. i knew that we are not like before, our life have change. everything seems like sucks. but you still act like you are strong. yeah you are strong. mama tak pernah tunjuk mama sedih or mama susah depan kami semua. i am so proud to having you in my life. we work together, share all the moment. and no matter what happen to me, you will always stand by my side kan mama ? 


sincerely,
kakyong :)

Saturday, May 07, 2011

reunion .

from left : leesa, syaza, bella, muiz, peah, munny, and adda.

my best ever friend dekat teknik setapak. except yg lelaki tuu. HAHA. yg lelaki tuu kwn satu kelas dgn i, and the girls plak kwn baek i dekat hostel.

first mula mula i jumpa peah. dah janji nak jumpa dekat kepong sentral. then after that, tgu yulisa dekat kl sentral. my brother el belanja starbuck :D thank you syg ! kakak selalu pau kau kann syg kan. eheee.

then after that, we guys pergi BB. bella dah tgu kat sana. so jumpa bella dekat lot10. first thing lepas dah jumpa semua, dah pelok, ciom lepas rindu bagai, kami pergi kitaro. leesa and bella nak mkn. sekali peah and elmo pown nak makan jugak -__-' . i je tak mkn mkn. im full on that day ! HAHA, tapi tak sangka yulisa belanja. kalau aku taw, memang aku dah paw kau duluuu leesa.

after that, pergi red box. singing competition between five of us. HAHA, gurau je. dah tataw nak buat ape. karoke lagi best :) furthermore, memang murah sgt laa kat situu. we guys karoke sampai pukul 3. okayh la not bad. and i love it !

then we guys plan nak jalan jalan kat pavi. and tgu munny dekat sana. sampai je pavi, tgk ada mini gig kat sana. lama tak ushar event. rupanyaa ada Indie Fest kat situ. and sekali, nmpk kawan kitorang lg sorg si muiz. dia suruh tgu sampai dia perform and terpaksa la tgu.

lepas band dia habes perform, i nak balek. kerja bhai ! HAHA.

Friday, May 06, 2011

sayang,


awak, i love you so deeply. and more than words. saya hargai kasih sayang awak dekat saya. you are the greatest guy in my life. awak tahu kan, awak bf saya paling lama :) i know that one day, all our dreams will come true. one day, you will be mine and i will be yours forever. Insya Allah. we pray for our relation okayh baby ? hope Allah will help us :) anyway sayang, 

  • thanks sbb tak pernah jemu pujuk i,
  • thanks sebab tak pernah jemu jemu pujuk i jugak
  • thanks sebab mmg you tak pernah jemu pujuk i :)
  • thanks sebab you sangat penyabar melayan karenah i yg mengade
AND LASTLY
  • thanks for being soooo cute. i swear that you are the cutest boyfie i ever had. and you are so sweet too baby :)



*you will be the last one in my life Firdaus Zainal

what i wish came true :)



ffinally ! El belikan i baju neyh :D goshhh, i like it okayh. memang dari dulu nak sgt dpt. and now, i dah berjaya :) simpan dalam wardrobe. make collection. HAHA, to be honest, i byk sgt baju, tp tapenaa nak pakai. HAHA suka tgk, then beli, lepastu simpan. yeahhh :) it's my hobby okayh. cant deny it. bukan i neyh spendthrift. tp dah minat kan :) 

anyway, for my Dearest Firdaus Zainal ,

I need you, I trust you, I admire you, I want you.
And you can be wrong a lot of the time and
we can fight and get mad at each other,
but nothing, nothing in this world
can change the fact that
I LOVE YOU.



Tuesday, May 03, 2011

BLUE gonna win this game on this week !

me and F plan nak tgk game neyh on this week. HAHA :D saya Chelsea and F Man  United. chelsea, come on la ! game neyh pleasee menang. dah penat tgk game awak kalah. dah penat tgk F perangai mcm setan.

Blue is The Colour

Blue is the colour, football is the game 
We're all together, and winning is our aim 
So cheer us on through the sun and rain 
'cause Chelsea, Chelsea is our name 

Here at the Bridge whether rain or fine 
We can shine all the time 
Home or away, come and see us play 
You're welcome any day 

Blue is the colour, football is the game 
We're all together, and winning is our aim 
So cheer us on through the sun and rain 
'cause Chelsea, Chelsea is our name 

Come to the Shed and we'll welcome you 
Wear your blue and see us through 
Sing loud and clear until the game is done 
Sing Chelsea everyone. 

the one i love in my life is you F


awak, awak nak saya cakap berapa byk kali yg saya memang sayang awak. please stop think bad things bout me. can you ? i ada you baby. you are the most hottest, sexiest, sweetest guy i ever had in my life. JUST YOU. i love you warts and all baby. believe me, that i only have you in my life. i wont ever let you guy after what we did together since im belonging to you. saya tahu, awak tak pernah percayakan saya. kalau saya memang penipu mcm yang awak cakapkan, dari awal duluu, im already break your heart sayang. maybe duluu i tak mcmni, tp dulu and sekarang dah laen kan ? kita dua pown byk berubah jugak. bukan saya seorang. tp sincerely from my heart, i never stop myself from loving you. i love you, and i really mean it baby. trust me, that im yours. just yours :(

Monday, May 02, 2011

selan F, i do love ...

kayong, kikie and mama
saya ada mama yg sayang saya, yg manjakan saya.
saya ada adek yg suka dibuli.
korang semua ada ke ?
mestilaa ada kan. tp bg saya, my mama is the best ever mother in my life.
and my lil brother is the greatest brother in my life.

my hair is curl.

hehe. saje buat experiment with my hair. and i likee it !
tak sabar nak buat curl. sumpahhhhh suka gila weyhhh.
even rambut aku rambut karat, tp aku still suka rambut aku. rambut korg tuu rambut paling buruk aku pernah tgk.
bukan setakat rambut tapi perangai pown sama jugak.



note : aku tak pernah nak malu la weyh :) thank you.