I am Me

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hello, anyway I'm Syaza. Uncle Nana's & Aunt Shelly's daughter. Turning to 20. KLMU student. Taking Diploma in Advertising. Actually, idk what to write ! :D I smile &a laugh too much for stupidest reason sometime. Tetapi seorg yg pemalu when first time meet someone new, a paper bag has never seemed like a BETTER accessory for hiding embarrassed laa. I love my friend :) I grown up already, to be a BETTER PERSON & even more meaner than before :) I am not here to pleased any of you people out there. This is just a place where I share my thoughts and random personal things about myself. My sincere thanks to those who became my follower and keep on reading my post. You're most welcome to drop in your comments and opinion, it may help me alot in the future time. Thanks for dropping . Loves, SyzaJacob TQSM<3

Monday, July 12, 2010


well , there was something I am really satisfied with.

I'm Being Who I Am :D

new of me , new life , new chapter. Everything is new now. Things that come will teach me a lesson and make me a great person (as you see me now). Experience that matters and what I know wasn't that great deal either because there is SERIOUSLY much more we don't know what we know. Btw, I am proud to be the new one ! Past teach me how to be a stronger girl ! Thanks okay for those who ever hurting me and bla bla bla. I love myself more than you now.

As you know my past was epic fuck for me. Okay di sini saya ada beberapa confession yang perlu saya buat. Hahaha , saya dah mula merapu semula :) Well , it has been 10months saya menyepikan diri dari alam blog ini. After to many things happen in my life, aku kene tipu dgn jantan la, aku tipu mereka balek, aku ronggeng sana, aku roggeng sini and so on , now I ready to tell everyone my secret back as before. Telling people secret was my hobby :) Lets sharing our own story back yaw ! :)

Eventhough i already throw the rubbish almost 10months, walaupon saya cakap saya dah move on, walaupon my life now is much better than before, jauh disudut bilik hati saya berkata 'will it be happen again in my life?' . Ohhh I hope it wont happen again. Tired for crying and hurting. Haihhh , biarlah hidup baru saya dgn si dia berkekalan , biarlah kehidupan family saya bahagia sampai ke hujung dunia.

Thirdly, just wanna to inform korang korang and korang this is my second blog. Lupe plak nak ckp. Ehem ehem, wahai rakyat jelata this is my new blog. Dah kata pown 'new life' so blog pown kene baru laa. Blog saya yang lame yang axxavodoovilence.blogspot.com will be close ! Tutup buku lama and bukak buku baru :) Anddddd also I will rarely to update my blog. Jarang jarang sekali ada fahammmm ? Maybe once a week or twice. Maaf laa ye. I am not like before yg 24hours depan computer like before + now I am known as a student. Dah kata pown student so depan buku & assignment je laaa. Pelajar bertauliah katakannnn . HAHA :D

Lastly, seriousssslyyyyy ! I miss all my followers and friends here. Saya tahu saya telah mendiamkan diri berkurun lama tanpa menyampaikan berita terkini saya , saya tahu kalian pon rinduu nak bace gossip gossip terbaru saya ,tapi after this I WILL be as normal back. As what you guys know me before. Always dgn story harian saya :) My new life make me be more and more happy and rase semangat je nak catat kisah harian saya di diari alam maya ini semula. Sorry for my past doing and Thanks for forgiving and back here again.

BEFORE saya menutup tirai my first blog neyh. Just nak bagitahu kat followers saya who still blur with my status now. Iyalaaa ayat-ayat saya yang kelihatan like org putus cinton je kan, haa but I AM NOT oke. Now I'm truthly belonging to myF since 4month ago:) who is it ? hahaha , later you will know. Btw, dia laaa yang telah brighten up my life yang agak downn dahulu kala selain family saya yg dicintai.

Syaza Jacob