i knew you.
and every memory i shared with you.
and how painful sometimes it is to remember.
every word, every day, every time.
i was with you
and how close i felt to something special.
something deep inside
you were a part of me.
you had a part of my soul, my heart, my mind.
and how every day i got up 'cause of you.
and everyday i couldn't wait to see you.
and how i regret those days i kept my silence.
and how i wish i would have said something.
said anything, to make you understand.
and then we left.
we stopped talking.
it was my fault. it was.
and how i wish i could change that.
and how sometimes late at night, i can't fall asleep.
cause i wish you were here.
and how i wrap myself so closely with that blanket you used.
just to remember.
just to feel something to feel a part of you.
and how sometimes i lay lavishing myself in tears.
Waiting. Longing. Yearning.
to feel your touch.
just to be with you.
just to hold you.
just to kiss you.....once.
and how some mornings i wake up reaching out for you.
but you're not there.
and sometimes i imagine that you care.
and how once in a while i fantasize we'll talk once again.
and how i wish i could take my second chance:(
to be near you.