missing you ;(

my tears fall down again. but who care ? right now, i am missing him so much ! only GOD knows how much i miss him. baby, can u back to me ? can i repeat all our sweetest memory ? can u be mine back again ? can he make you alive again ?

awak, awak engat tak saya kata kat awak ape ? saya sayang awak kan ? awak pecayaa tak sampai skg saya syg awak and saya menyesal bila saya break dgn awak ? bila awak dah tade saya rase lg menyesal awak tahu ! kenapa lepas saya break dgn A saya tak carik awak balek ? saya rinduu awak. seriously saya rinduu sgt. saya engat time kita sama sama jage riezqie kat rumah lama saya. saya engat lagi awak sanggup bwk saya g kuala selangor sebab nak amek result spm saya. then kita kene tahan kan kann ? saya engat lg time saya bwk awak pergi bukit lagong. sg tuu best kan awak ? awak happy time tuu. saya engat lg time awak masok jail sebab malam new year. saya engat lg time saya merajok dgn awak sebab awak tak beli cake birthday saya. tapi last last awak carik jugak even lambat :) tp time birthday saya, satu hari saya bantai menanges sebab kita break. and saya engat lagi time bday awak saya beria ria mintak nak pakai number awak. sebab dapat call free :)

saya engat lagi time kita gadoh dalam kete, mama tgk mama gelak gelak. time tuu kita teman mama g PWTC coz ada pameran buku kat sana. then kat sana pown awak merajok plak dgn saya :( saya engat lg ayat ayat gurau kita. and bukan setakat engat. saya simpan lg sampai skg. saya simpan sebab saya tulis dekat buku semua mesej mesej kita yg best. saya engat lg mlm saya kacau awak pakai number laen/ then last last terkantoi jugak ituu saya. then awak ckp kat saya awak serious dgn saya sorg and tanak maen maen dah. saya engat lg time mlm before anniversary, saya call awak, then awak ckp 'kaw tuu future wife aku, kaw buat pape aku terajang kaw'. sweet sgt sebab awak ckp saya future wife awak.

saya engat lg time awak and kwn kwn saya ada kat rumah. mia kan demam. saya and awak pergi turun bawah carik makanan pape yg boleh masak towk mkn ramai ramai. time tu el ada and shahrul jiran saya kat rumah nenek pown ada. best kan mlm tu. even sikit tp memang puas hati. then saya engat lg awak dapat gaji awak belikan saya handphone sony ericsson. actually handphone tuu handphone awak. tp saya nak. awak bg saya and awak amek handphone saya. saya engat lagi time saya kerja kat secret recipe, awak dah benti, mlm mlm awak mesti amek saya dekat tempat kerja. awak tgu dekat depan tuu. kadang kadang awak tolong saya sekali.saya engat lg mata awak yg sepet tuu. sumpah comel sgt sgt. saya engat lagi gurau senda awak bila awak dgn abg nordin, eddy semua. happy je kan ? saya engat lg awak maen guitar depan saya even lagu tuu bukan untuk saya, thats why sampai skg sebab awak saya suka lagu ukays :) saya engat lg awak ckp lagu by UMBRELLA tuu ditujukan untuk kita. saya engat lg ape yg kita plan duluu. and saya engat lagi nama yang kita buat SHEFTINA AYEESHA :) awak suke kan nama tuu lagi lagi ayeesha :)

saya engat lg first time saya masok tempat kerja. awak tanak tegur saya sikit pown. awak buat muka lagi. saya engat lagi time mula mula awak tegur saya, awak ckp kat abd nordin yang saya neyh adek awak berdua. saya engat lagi time mlm raya, awak and khairul siap berebut nak pakai baju sama colour dgn saya :) tp esoknya awak tak pakai pown. sebab awak tade baju colour pink. saya engat lg time saya kacau awak before saya jadik hak awak. saya engat lg time awak propose saya :) saya engat lg first time saya jumpa awak. saya engat lg, duluu kita dua texchange number. awak pakai saya punya numb, saya pakai awak punya. sebab tanak ada org laen kacau. saya engat lg selalu pagi pagi saya call awak bukan awak yg angkat. tp mak yang angkat.

saya engat lg malam awak menanges depan mata saya. saya lap air mata awak :( semua salah saya. saya yang mulakan. saya yang pergi kat laki laen. padahal awak setia dgn saya. awak saje ckp awak dah ade pompwan laen, tapi sebenarnya tak. and sampai hari terakhir awak, saya gf awak yg last kannn ? :) dah tade yg laen kan  ? bodohnya saya pergi dekat org laen tapi tglkan awak.

tapi saya rasa memang ALLAH dah tentukan. awak tahu sebab ape ? DIA tanak saya kecewa terok. awak tgk laa sekarang even kita tade pape pown, saya still tiap tiap mlm memanges bila engat awak. apetah lg kalau awak bf saya, ape jadik dekat saya pown saya tatahu :( duluu time awak bgtaw saya pown hari hari saya bantai menanges sebab awak :(

awak, saya terlalu rindukan awak. saya tak puas mesej awak haritu, saya tak puas call ckp dgn awak. kenapa cepat sgt awak pergi ? dah tade sape boleh ganti awak. and bukan saya je rasa kehilangan awak. ramai lagi :(

oh oh Oh I'm missin' you

Baby I'm missin' you 


ssing you 

oh oh oh oh
Baby I'm m
i

ings'll never be the same without you... 


T
hWhat did I do to deserve this

, from you
Oh baby God took your love fro
I didn't even get one last kis
sm me
He needed an angel so it seems


I need to feel you kissing me
I need
I need to feel your hands all over m
e to feel you holding me
I need to feel your touch

living this way
I need you her
Cause I miss your love so much
And I can't keep on
 e with me
Why could he take you away, from me 


anding over your grave
And I know I'll 
It's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm s
tnever hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay

self 

I would've given you anything
Jus
Because my world is nothin', without you
Now I don't know what to do, with m
yt to make you happy
Just to hear you say, that you love me one last time
I'd go to hell and back over and over again

there's no doubt that if I could take your pl
Just to prove to you how much I need you here
There is nothing that I wouldn't do
I'd cry for you
I'd lie for you
And
 ace in heaven
I would die for you, yes I will
I would rather give up my life
Than to see tears in your eyes
I can't stand to see you cry 


me
Why couldn't you just stay babe
Because my
Cause it's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave
  world is nothin', without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself 

I just don't know what to do with myself
I cant stand looking at those pictures on my shelf

uch it hurts to be missing you
Baby Im missing you
Baby Im missing yo
Knowing it was just one week ago, i stood there and took that picture
There's just one thing that I wanna know
Why would God want to hurt me so bad,
Does He know how 
mu
I love you 
oooh ohhh
oh God damn it I love you
Why did he take you away... from me
Cause I love you so...



I miss you so much baby I just can't go on baby

and thanks towk segalanya mirul. susaa payah awak dgn saya time saya betol betol susaa dulu saya takkan lupa :( YA ALLAH ENGKAU tempatkan Amirul Razaili dikalangan org org yg beriman YA ALLAH. 

*baju raya mirul tahun ni is putih. dia dah tahu yg dia akan pergi kan ?
tp semua tak sedar.